Why?
Things were going so well. My wife and I were fixing our problems, its been 3 yrs since our wedding and we've hit some pretty large bumps and survived. But it seems that no matter how much I do to make her happy it is never enough.
It never seems that I can win with her, despite all the small victories I've had, by making her smile those many but brief times. I know that she regrets many things, and that she regrets getting married to me. I guess that is what hurts me the most.
Many of the results of our problems stem from me assuming that she would just get along with my family. I was wrong for that as she literally hates my family, despite that all of them, save one, seek to make good by her.
Unfortunately she felt that I lied to her, but I did not lie...however my answers about assuming her acceptance was not a good enough answer for her and after a while I just stopped trying to talk to her.
I need to work now...although I miss my daughter terribly its the only refugee I seem to have remaining as of right now.

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